We did it. Audrey was successfully dropped off at her first day of preschool this morning and I didn't even make that big of scene. I cried a little, but she was so excited, and so ready, that I didn't want to rain on her parade. I could have though, literally. I had enough tears stored inside that it would have felt like it was raining to her.
This is the day I have been dreading since the day Audrey was born. This is the end of an era. Never again will I have all my kids at home with me with no school schedule to worry about. Never again can we snuggle in my bed in the morning and say, "What should we do today?" regardless of what day it is. I have turned her over to someone else's care for two whole days. We miss her around her, and I am counting the minutes until I get to pick her up and hear all about her day.
This is how our morning went...
Getting out of the car.
Dave was able to come. I asked him what he was going to tell the Endo dept and he just looked at me said, "That my wife was going to have a mental breakdown and we had a family issue to deal with." That's the truth.
Our cute school girl.
Katelyn, Audrey and Tatum. Cute little friends.
Those backpacks look so big on our little girls!
Texas school girls. Love the red brick.
This picture is classic. This is totally how it was. I was running after Audrey trying to get her to hold my hand, stay with me, snuggle with me for a minute, and she wanted nothing to do with me. She was on a mission to get to her classroom. See ya, mom! Nice knowing you!
Saying goodbye. It makes me teary just thinking about it.
I was so glad Dave was able to come. Not only for the moral support, but he was able to go inside the classroom and take some pictures while I stayed in the hall and cried. I was holding Joshua, who was also crying, and for the same reason. We both wanted to go in her classroom and never leave.
Her backpack on her hook.
The teachers had shaving cream ready for the kids when they came in, and of course Audrey loved it.
Joshua, it's just you and me kid. We went grocery shopping after and I thought it would be so great only having one kid while grocery shopping but I was wrong. I realized that Audrey always kept Joshua entertained while I picked out my can of beans, milk, eggs, etc. We both missed Audrey greatly.
Tuesdays and Thursdays, I now dread you.